Day Two Hundred and Fifteen, A letter to your crush.
Dear (my crush)
I really really like you, and you know that, but you don’t want to do anything about it. You just ignore it, like me telling you never even happened. You still want to be friends, but it’s so difficult for me to even be around you now. I’m stuck feeling like everything that’s happened between us has meant nothing to you, and that really sucks. You’re annoying and I hate you. I don’t really want to have a crush on you, but I do anyway. You frustrate me, and lately I kind of want to punch you in the face. You’re always asking me what’s wrong and I just want to say “you are”…But I can’t. Because you’re also really fantastic. You make me laugh and you’re easy to talk to. I love how you have your own nickname for me, even if I hate it. You give the best hugs and know how to make me laugh. You get under my skin, but I really don’t mind. I just like being around you. But now it’s not the same. Since I told you how I feel about you, things have been different. You don’t joke around with me as much or hug me as often. And the times you do hug me, they’re really awkward. You ignored me for weeks, and now you want to start talking to me again. I hate you, but I still want you.
And I wish I had the guts to say all of this to your face.
Day Two Hundred and Thirteen, The person closest to your heart. How do you know them?
This isn’t romantic or anything, but the person closest to my heart would be my sister, because without her I would be so lost.
And I know her because we were conceived by the same people.
Day One Hundred and Seventy-Two, What kind of person attracts you?
I like someone who is completely comfortable in their own skin. Someone who is not afraid to be who they are around me. Someone funny, because I love you laugh. Someone who is just as stubborn as I am, because that’s who I get along best with. And someone who is accepting of me, and who likes me for me.
